I am usually not one for religion, any religion actually. Most of us grow up learning one religion and as we get older, our faith remains strong or we start seeing the glass half empty instead of half full. That's how I saw it.
I was brought up to be Christian. Us children used to go to church with an elderly neighbor as far as I can remember, but that was so long ago that its hard to remember everything correctly. But as I grew, I fell away from that habit. Everyday I thought, "There is no Lord. If there were, then all of things wouldn't happen to me, to my family, to people I know. There wouldn't be so much fighting and hatred amongst people who are suppose to love each other. There is no Lord, because He's not protecting or guiding me."
Recently, I believe I've had a change of heart.
I could barely sleep one night. Tossed and turned, had a ton of nonsense running through my head. Thoughts of things that just kept bringing me down. But I finally got to sleep, for a little while. I woke shortly after 2am and again had those thoughts eating at me. These thoughts have been here a while, I began to believe they were going to stay. I felt like giving up on the things that I wanted to do. "What's it matter." I thought. "I'll never be where I want to be. These people are right to say the things they say about me, because I am no better than they say I am." But it stopped. Something told me STOP! "These people are trying to tear you down to their level. You are better than that. Where have they gotten? And where are you? What have you began to do for yourself, for your future?" An unexplained strength hit me and I felt like crying. These words are true, but I never find myself saying them enough. I'm so quick to put myself down, but this strength, it was all the things I needed to hear, without a voice.
I believe the strength that came to me that early morning was the work of the Lord. Something I used to know in my heart, in my roots, but have drifted away from with disbelief. This revelation couldn't have come at a better time though. I guess its true that as we get older, our "Religion Cup" looks half empty instead of half full and sometimes it just takes something happening for someone to find that other half of the glass again.
As the days go by...
Remember the past but don't hold on to it. Learn to live, love, laugh, let go, and forgive.
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
Lesson 10: Just make it ....
In life, you are only guaranteed a few things: death and yourself. Meaning that the only thing you are ever promised to have in life, is yourself. You are the only person that can truly make you happy and no other person can complete that or take it away, unless you allow them to. This just means that you never allow anyone to do so.
You are destined to be miserable unless you are looking out for yourself, especially when it comes to relationships. Never fully give your heart to someone, if you choose to, don't expect to get that same love in return. In a relationship, there will always be one individual who cares and loves more than the other. And no matter how well you know someone, don't fully trust them, with anything. One thing you should always account for when you think you can confide in someone is to at least have a few problems with them. No friendship is perfect and you will disagree sooner or later. So don't say anything to them that you don't want anyone else to hear, because all it takes is one slip of the mouth from that one person you told.
As you get older you learn to build a wall to protect yourself, it's something we all do, we have to. Well that wall should never come down, for anyone. You may allow someone in by taking a few bricks out here and there, but never take a full wall down. Compare that to living in a house with only three walls; it makes you completely vulnerable to the elements from one side.
In the end there is just one thing to keep in mind: when it comes to your heartache, pain and sorrow, and wiping those tears away from your porcelain eyes, the only person you have to count on, is you.
You are destined to be miserable unless you are looking out for yourself, especially when it comes to relationships. Never fully give your heart to someone, if you choose to, don't expect to get that same love in return. In a relationship, there will always be one individual who cares and loves more than the other. And no matter how well you know someone, don't fully trust them, with anything. One thing you should always account for when you think you can confide in someone is to at least have a few problems with them. No friendship is perfect and you will disagree sooner or later. So don't say anything to them that you don't want anyone else to hear, because all it takes is one slip of the mouth from that one person you told.
As you get older you learn to build a wall to protect yourself, it's something we all do, we have to. Well that wall should never come down, for anyone. You may allow someone in by taking a few bricks out here and there, but never take a full wall down. Compare that to living in a house with only three walls; it makes you completely vulnerable to the elements from one side.
In the end there is just one thing to keep in mind: when it comes to your heartache, pain and sorrow, and wiping those tears away from your porcelain eyes, the only person you have to count on, is you.
Monday, March 1, 2010
Lesson 9: Learning to live with YOU. . .
So for this one there isn't much I can say. Learning to live with yourself is something only YOU can do. I can lend my advice and a pointer or two but its up to you to decide what you believe will work. Now see, the biggest thing that anyone has to remember is: We are all human. Being human just means that you eat, sleep, think, talk, etc. We aren't programmed like computers, there's nothing telling us exactly what we have to do. We should all understand what needs to be done to survive, that should be a given. But everything else in life is determined by who you are, what you are working towards, and what you let effect you. Find a path that works for you, set yourself some goals, find what YOU want to be. There's not much else I can say; this here is the simple part, the rest you figure out on your own: how to deal with your problems, your stresses, its up to you.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Universal Health Care
Here in America, we are supposed to be a country that is for the people, so why don't we take care of our people? What I am referring to is our health care crisis. Maybe not all people see this, but many do. Take Hilary Clinton for example; she proposed a system of universal health care for us here in the U.S because she too noticed the deficiency of the current system that we do have. It might not have been carried out, but at least she opened the eyes of many Americans who knew little about other health care options.
If you believe that the system we have now is just fine, I would like you to explain your reasoning. Then I would like to ask you: If we have such a great health care program, then why are we going to have to watch over 18,000 people die this year alone due to the fact that they don't have, and can't afford, health care? And why are we going to have to witness hundreds more who will lose a limb or be severely wounded, and all they can do is attempt to patch themselves up and hope for the best? This right here is not an example of the government supposedly looking out for its peoples.
So why don't we give universal health care a try? What is there to be afraid of? Socialism, right? This is just an opinion, but that sounds to me like an excuse for the wealthy - the CEO's and major executives of health care companies - to keep the things that they have and not have to worry about those who live in poverty. Even men and women who have spent their entire lives working aren't fully covered with the health care that's provided now-a-days. Just recently I was able to watch Michael Moore's video “SiCKO” which is about universal health care, and on it were many peoples' stories of how they live with little to no insurance. One of the stories was about an elderly couple who were forced to move in with one of their children after one of them were diagnosed with cancer; they had two options, pay the mortgage and go without treatment, or treat the cancer and go without their own home. This isn't a decision that we should have to live with, and with universal health care, we wouldn't have to.
Fact: the United States ranks 37th in the world's health systems. This is 11 behind Saudi Arabia, a country that we view inferior to ourselves. The top two countries on the list are France and Italy, two countries that provide universal health care and one that even pays for their citizens to obtain a college education. (You may find the ranking for the world's health systems at www.photius.com/rankings/healthranks.html)
I would like to get all of your opinions on this matter, if you believe that we should stick with the health care provided or switch to universal health care. My opinion: universal health care is the way to go. Let us provide for all, not for some!
For more ways to help in the petitioning of universal health care, check out Michael Moore's website: http://www.michaelmoore.com/sicko/what-can-i-do.

If you believe that the system we have now is just fine, I would like you to explain your reasoning. Then I would like to ask you: If we have such a great health care program, then why are we going to have to watch over 18,000 people die this year alone due to the fact that they don't have, and can't afford, health care? And why are we going to have to witness hundreds more who will lose a limb or be severely wounded, and all they can do is attempt to patch themselves up and hope for the best? This right here is not an example of the government supposedly looking out for its peoples.
So why don't we give universal health care a try? What is there to be afraid of? Socialism, right? This is just an opinion, but that sounds to me like an excuse for the wealthy - the CEO's and major executives of health care companies - to keep the things that they have and not have to worry about those who live in poverty. Even men and women who have spent their entire lives working aren't fully covered with the health care that's provided now-a-days. Just recently I was able to watch Michael Moore's video “SiCKO” which is about universal health care, and on it were many peoples' stories of how they live with little to no insurance. One of the stories was about an elderly couple who were forced to move in with one of their children after one of them were diagnosed with cancer; they had two options, pay the mortgage and go without treatment, or treat the cancer and go without their own home. This isn't a decision that we should have to live with, and with universal health care, we wouldn't have to.
Fact: the United States ranks 37th in the world's health systems. This is 11 behind Saudi Arabia, a country that we view inferior to ourselves. The top two countries on the list are France and Italy, two countries that provide universal health care and one that even pays for their citizens to obtain a college education. (You may find the ranking for the world's health systems at www.photius.com/rankings/healthranks.html)
I would like to get all of your opinions on this matter, if you believe that we should stick with the health care provided or switch to universal health care. My opinion: universal health care is the way to go. Let us provide for all, not for some!
For more ways to help in the petitioning of universal health care, check out Michael Moore's website: http://www.michaelmoore.com/sicko/what-can-i-do.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Lesson 8: Being Pushed Away....
Sometimes it's hard to see past the blinders in life. Sometimes it's impossible to admit when your wrong. And it always takes a life time to finally see the truth. By then, it's usually too late. The important people in your life won't be there anymore because you've pushed them away. They've left you because you can't get over yourself and your insecurities. It's a shame when this happens, and you never realize how bad you messed up until you do get over these irritating problems that you cause so many people. And it never bothers you, because you don't see it in time.
I have a few people in my life who are like this. It's terrible really. They know I'd do anything for them but in return I get treated like something they could lie down and walk over, like they do.
It amazes me how some people can so easily treat others like this. Especially others that actually care about them, others who have actually been there and would usually be there under any circumstance , but how can someone be there if you don't let them? If you don't want them? All in all, it may hurt you at first to let them go because they push you away, but that's not a choice that's ours. And in the end, maybe they'll realize that they did wrong, that it's their fault and they missed out. And if they do, hopefully they hurt as bad as you did when they were pushing you away.
I have a few people in my life who are like this. It's terrible really. They know I'd do anything for them but in return I get treated like something they could lie down and walk over, like they do.
It amazes me how some people can so easily treat others like this. Especially others that actually care about them, others who have actually been there and would usually be there under any circumstance , but how can someone be there if you don't let them? If you don't want them? All in all, it may hurt you at first to let them go because they push you away, but that's not a choice that's ours. And in the end, maybe they'll realize that they did wrong, that it's their fault and they missed out. And if they do, hopefully they hurt as bad as you did when they were pushing you away.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Lesson 7: Family........
Family is suppose to be the greatest gift of all, weather or not you feel that way, that's how it's suppose to be. This doesn't mean that it's going to feel this way. Family is suppose to have your back. Family is suppose to be there. Not hating each other. Standing by one another, side by side just as an army fighting for their nation would. We're to fight for each other against what's wrong, stand up for each other. This is what I used to believe.
Now, I understand it's not always going to be this way. Some family will always be there for each other in some way, though they will fight and argue with each, disagree at times, they'll be there. Sometimes you can't stand up for one of them though. Sometimes you have to just let things go, let things blow over and not take a side. I believe this especially when fighting involves people you love on both sides. I don't agree that you can blame all family problems on just one member of that family though. It takes two to tango, and that works when you're speaking of family disputes, or any altercation for that matter. It's not a fight if the opponent doesn't swing back, it's a beating.
Though every family has their quarrel's, they also have their gladsome days where everyone is happy and for the most part, carefree. Being around people we love and people who return that love always creates a greater feeling of happiness for any individual. When we're not worrying about how we look, we focus more on what we're doing. I will say it doesn't hurt to put on some appealing or at least appropriate paraphernalia, looking decent and smelling good always makes a person more likeable. But if you're already around people who love you for you, that shouldn't be your main focus. And family that appreciates you for being yourself won't base the whole day on that minor detail. All I'm saying I guess is it's easier to be comfortable around people you love, you shouldn't have to put on a face for them.
Families do work in mysterious ways. One day they'll get upset with you over something so insignificant and they next, they'll be the same loving people they were two days ago. And it's normal to have at least one person in your family who is controlling, one whose competitive, and the one or few in-laws who are complete schmo's and you don't feel like being around them. But you usually learn to live with them.
I guess all I can really say is there aren't a lot of people out there these days that you can put a lot of trust into. Who you can really say love you and will be there for you and who have been there for you. Your family are the people who you could be horrible to and eventually, if they see past your mistakes, they'll still love you. There really aren't a lot of people who you can say that about. Don't lose sight of what's right in front of you. Keep your family close, let them know they're important.
Now, I understand it's not always going to be this way. Some family will always be there for each other in some way, though they will fight and argue with each, disagree at times, they'll be there. Sometimes you can't stand up for one of them though. Sometimes you have to just let things go, let things blow over and not take a side. I believe this especially when fighting involves people you love on both sides. I don't agree that you can blame all family problems on just one member of that family though. It takes two to tango, and that works when you're speaking of family disputes, or any altercation for that matter. It's not a fight if the opponent doesn't swing back, it's a beating.
Though every family has their quarrel's, they also have their gladsome days where everyone is happy and for the most part, carefree. Being around people we love and people who return that love always creates a greater feeling of happiness for any individual. When we're not worrying about how we look, we focus more on what we're doing. I will say it doesn't hurt to put on some appealing or at least appropriate paraphernalia, looking decent and smelling good always makes a person more likeable. But if you're already around people who love you for you, that shouldn't be your main focus. And family that appreciates you for being yourself won't base the whole day on that minor detail. All I'm saying I guess is it's easier to be comfortable around people you love, you shouldn't have to put on a face for them.
Families do work in mysterious ways. One day they'll get upset with you over something so insignificant and they next, they'll be the same loving people they were two days ago. And it's normal to have at least one person in your family who is controlling, one whose competitive, and the one or few in-laws who are complete schmo's and you don't feel like being around them. But you usually learn to live with them.
I guess all I can really say is there aren't a lot of people out there these days that you can put a lot of trust into. Who you can really say love you and will be there for you and who have been there for you. Your family are the people who you could be horrible to and eventually, if they see past your mistakes, they'll still love you. There really aren't a lot of people who you can say that about. Don't lose sight of what's right in front of you. Keep your family close, let them know they're important.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Lesson 6: Mistakes. . .
Something we can all look forward to having throughout life are mistakes. We all make them, even if we don't admit to them when we do make them. We can always fix them though and some people don't see that, or when they do, they don't do anything to fix it. I admit that I realize my mistakes but I still haven't done anything to make them better. I still mess up. And all of us will mess up more than once. I believe though that there comes a time when we need to figure out what we're doing and figure out how to make things better for our selves. No one can take better care of you than you. That's what it comes down to is everything is up to us. We make a life for ourselves, we fix and make our own mistakes, we depend on ourselves.
Without mistakes in our lives, we would be lost. That is my honest opinion. Making mistakes teaches us things that no one else can teach us. We can be told or warned, but it's not the same effect as learning on your own through your own troubles. Sure, making mistakes always has a person feeling amiss, but we learn to cope, because in the end we are benefiting ourselves.
If you make a mistake and you know you did, think about it. Think about how to fix it and what it is teaching you in the long run. When you know what you did wrong and can help yourself fix it, it's just another step in the direction of responsibility and in my opinion, bettering yourself.
Without mistakes in our lives, we would be lost. That is my honest opinion. Making mistakes teaches us things that no one else can teach us. We can be told or warned, but it's not the same effect as learning on your own through your own troubles. Sure, making mistakes always has a person feeling amiss, but we learn to cope, because in the end we are benefiting ourselves.
If you make a mistake and you know you did, think about it. Think about how to fix it and what it is teaching you in the long run. When you know what you did wrong and can help yourself fix it, it's just another step in the direction of responsibility and in my opinion, bettering yourself.
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